Gaps

There are tons of gaps in life. How?
Well to me, every time something bad happens in your life, that's a gap. Metaphorically speaking that is.
If you overcome that problem, you get over the gap. But if the problem gets the better of you, you fall into the gap.
I am inside many gaps right now.
1. I have terminal tuberculosis.
2. I'm schizophrenic.
3. I'm poor so we don't have the money to go to the doctor... plus i refuse to go anyway.
4. I can see ghosts.
My life is just one big gap.
A pit.
A crater.
There's nothing that I can do to get out of it.
But I've learned to deal with it.
I'm comfortable in this endless pit of problems.
My name is Donovan Layne Hurst and I know that I'm going to die soon.